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Written by Mark Vass

Sadie’s Diary — March 30, 1777


I prayed it would never come to this.


The war began in Lexington, but this morning it crossed our pasture. Timothy fired first, believing the rider had come for our family. He swore the horse reared and threw the rider, but when Uncle Joe and I reached the fallen man, his saddlebag was torn clean through by a bullet. The young soldier lay still, his leg bent wrong beneath him, breath shallow and uneven.


Timothy shook like a leaf. I pressed my hands together and prayed again.


Uncle Joe examined the leg and feared the worst. “We’ll have to set it.”


“Shouldn’t we wait until he wakes?” I asked.


“We can’t wait long.”


When the man stirred, I gave him whiskey and a stick to bite. He barely cried out when Uncle Joe pulled and set the bone, but he gripped my wrist hard enough to leave a bruise. Then he fainted. I feared we had killed him until his chest rose again.


His uniform told us what his mouth had not—a British redcoat. If the neighbors learned we were sheltering him, they’d summon the authorities. Worse still, my father and brother were minutemen.


“Burn the clothes,” Uncle Joe said quietly.


We dressed the man in my father’s spare things and burned the uniform behind the barn. By the time Aunt Sallie and Aunt Elizabeth returned from the creek, the fire was cold.


When the soldier woke again, he asked where he was and what had happened to his clothes. Uncle Joe told him the truth.


Anger shook him. “I needed those,” he said. “They were my only ticket into enemy camps. I’m a spy—for Washington.”


My stomach turned cold. We had nearly undone a brave man’s work through fear. Still, he could not leave. His leg would not allow it.


That night, I slept beside Aunt Sallie and waited for morning.


Thomas’s Journal — Undated


I am not a free man.


From my bed I can see the mountains, veiled in silver clouds. Beauty mocks me. I am held here, wounded, uncertain if I will walk again. Infection or death may yet claim me.


This family prays and sings as naturally as breathing. Their faith unsettles me. One morning, Sadie sang while the others hummed.


“We’re not miracle workers, just servants of the Lord;

Not your guardian angels, just followers of His word.

Daily prayer warriors and soldiers we’re called to be,

Living out our lives for Jesus—the One who set us free...”


Her voice was clear, gentle—convicting in a way I cannot explain. I have never called myself a Christian, yet something in her song reached places my reason could not defend.


Later, they sang a hymn in German. I knew it from childhood. This time, it did not pass me by.


I fear death more than I admit.


Sadie’s Diary — April 3, 1777


Uncle Joe told me wonderful news this morning—Thomas has given his life to Christ. William led him there, though I believe the Lord began the work long before.


When Father and I returned later that morning to visit, Thomas saw us before we spoke. There was new light in his eyes—joy, not pain. He thanked me for singing and said my voice planted a seed of salvation.


I smiled, though my heart ached with a secret I rarely share. The doctor told us last year that my hearing will continue to fade. Infections since childhood have taken their toll. I hear well enough now—but not forever.


That evening we celebrated his conversion with supper and fellowship. Steak, potatoes, baked beans, and much laughter. For a moment, the war felt far away.


Thomas’s Journal — Undated


I have grown close to this family.


William feels like a brother. Timothy no longer avoids me. We spoke at last, and I learned fear had guided his hand that day, not hatred.


Yesterday, Sadie’s father spoke plainly. “If you intend to pursue my daughter,” he said, “you should know she is losing her hearing.”


The knowledge struck harder than my injury. I wanted to weep. Still, I told him the truth. “When the time comes, I’ll find another way to speak to her.”


When Sadie entered with a tray of bread and ham, I asked her to be my sweetheart before fear could silence me.


“Yes,” she said. “A definite yes.”


Outside of salvation, this has been the most beautiful day of my life.


Sadie’s Diary — June 30, 1777


Thomas can walk again now. His strength has returned, but restlessness walks with it.


“I can’t stay,” he told me. “Your father and brother are fighting. I must join them.”


I begged him for a few more days. He agreed—just one week.


This war has stolen blood, peace, and sound—but it has given me love. And love, I have learned, does not always arrive with noise. Sometimes it comes quietly, like a song half-heard, and changes you forever.